Colbert/Norton, parts I & II


I showed a bunch of you the clip on the bottom of this post a while ago.  It’s the best Stephen Colbert interview I’ve ever seen.  The video above it is the newest update on the Stephen Colbert and Eleanor Holmes Norton’s Washington D.C. voting rights “feud”.  It’s pretty freaking amazing.  Enjoy.  For those on facebook, there are videos here that don’t import over, so you’d have to click on the “view original post” link below.

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A Coffee Gospel & the Beauty of Christ


mosaicThis is a snippet from an Easter Service by Erwin McManus of Mosaic Church in Los Angeles.  His coffee story pretty much sums up my life.  I love it.  The rest is a freebie.  Enjoy!

Let me know if the audio doesn’t work.  It’s about 9 minutes long, so if you have a few minutes to spare, take full advantage of it.

“Beauty: Easter Service” by Erwin McManus (click here for download)

girl meets boy


I know I’m late on the whole Valentine’s Day thing, but here’s my contribution to the romance posting in the blogosphere.  This is part of an email I wrote a while ago to a really good friend.  She was really liking this guy and was about to hang out with him for the first time and was really nervous about how she was going to act during the evening.  I wrote this to her and she has since said it was very encouraging.  She has returned often since I wrote it.  So, with her permission, I’m posting this, hoping it might be helpful to anyone else out there.

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My advice to you: relax, STOP OVERANALYZING, call some people, wear something really cute tonight, drink a beer (not some girly drink – just kidding), and be the flawed and weak sinner you are. Don’t force conversation to just be about Jesus because you think that’s what he would most like. Respond to his initiations. If you end up only talking to him the whole night because he won’t stop talking to you, then that’s a win – don’t freak out. don’t try to put forward some image – don’t. That will make you stressed out, cheesy, and end up walking away feeling like you’ve had your foot in your mouth the whole night.

All that you need to most fully be who you are has been perfectly accomplished on your behalf by another. Your righteousness is in heaven, so you don’t need to seek the approval or affection of any human being because both of those have been bestowed upon you by your Lover and King. So now walk in freedom. Walk in rest. Any man that is meant to love you in this way will love you as Christ does and see your sins and failings and insecurities more as cute quirks than deal-breaking negatives. So freely be the disgusting failure of a human being you are that deserves the full wrath of God to be poured out on her. But know that this same God – out of the cloud of wrath and anger that hung so perilously over your head – has extended a hand of mercy and grace. Know that you have taken that hand. Know that He has granted you to know the highest of all divine wisdom – the most intimate of His secret counsel – the Gospel. Know that he has clothed you in a Beauty far surpassing that of this world – His very own Righteousness. Know that while you were at your worst, He pursued you relentlessly and tirelessly just to bring you to Himself and love you and love you and love you. If you truly believe these things at the heart-faith level, then you’ll be able to do my greatest piece of advice for you and the thing to which i have been building in this email all along:

Relax and enjoy all this. Take in every moment. Take note of everything this raises in your heart. Let love be genuine. Hate what is evil but hold fast to what is good.

And know that this is good.

see ya sis,

–paul

Seminary Semester 1 Wrap-up


Semester 1 Stats:

  • Less than 4 months (Sept-Dec)
  • Pages of papers written: 114
  • Pages of notes taken: 154
  • Pages read: about 1,900 (+/-100)

Total pages written: 268 (I produced just over 13% of what I consumed)

Ending GPA: 3.2

Wow. This semester. Tomorrow begins semester 2 and I’m both excited and hesitant. This past semester gave me wrestlings and questions I never knew were there. It showed me depths and complexities of my own sin I never knew resided in my heart. I never knew just how undisciplined I am. It seems that the greater the work load, the more things I use to distract myself from doing it. The TV website hulu (that had that great Super Bowl commercial) consumed more hours of my life than did Greek or reading. I think I tripled how many shows I kept up with. It’s embarrassing and difficult for me to admit that, but it’s true. My Bible reading withered down to a few chapters a week. I didn’t get to spend time with anyone from my church. I questioned my place at the church, attempting to leave a few times before God exposed my pride and youthful arrogance and called me to submit to the place he had called me to. I realized I am self-willed, addicted to control and self-pleasure, and unwilling to properly steward the relationships and opportunities God places in my life.

In short: this semester was the most amazing 4 months of my life.

I just want to use the rest of this post to list out the main take-aways I got from this semester. If this is what just one semester does to me, I have no idea what 6 or 7 more will do. This is going to be an incredible experience. So I hope these lessons and wrestlings find a place in all your hearts as just one sojourner’s path down this bloody, uphill, broken, tear-stained, cross-bearing road called the Christian stumble.

  • My biggest take-away all semester: I am a weak and finite man wholly dependent on the grace of God for anything good within him.
  • The substance of this Christian life is one of God using people, circumstances, and His Spirit to show you the depths of your own weakness and sin, that you might see His love and faithfulness toward you to a greater degree and that this might lead you to worship and rest in Him more.
  • The entire logic and reason behind the whole of the Christian faith is ultimately circular, just like everyone else’s epistemology. But circular logic is okay, as long as you’re in the right circle.
  • God has so structured this “Christianity” thing such that it would all depend wholly on faith. Ultimately we believe in God because we do. Any reason other that that makes that the authority our faith is resting upon. This faith is messy. Our canon development, textual criticism, historiography, and even our very knowledge of God rests ultimately on our faith in Him, and not on any external standard or rule of truth.
  • I am more sinful than I ever dared imagined, but more loved than I could ever dare hope.
  • Due to the curse of God on this earth because of Adam, everything will war against me being the man God has called me to be.
  • God has given me the opportunities, things, and relationships in my life not to feed my lusts and insecurities, but rather for me to properly steward and enjoy them as God has providentially led them to be right now.
  • Sanctification is a crawl; it is no super-highway. It is progressive and rarely happens in spurts. I have waited too long for “the perfect sermon”, “the perfect song”, or “the perfect Bible verse” to change me rather than resting on and in the perfect righteousness of my Savior.
  • The imputation of the righteousness of Jesus Christ to His believers is my favorite and most precious doctrine of the Christian faith. Clothing His sin-stained Bride in the robe of His own life is the foundation of my acceptance and rest in the arms of my Lover.
  • Right theology must lead to both right practice and worship for it to be true Orthodoxy. Anyone studying the Bible who is not stirred at the affectional level is not doing theology, they are merely studying literature.

Semester 2 approaches tomorrow with me not as prepared for Greek as I should be, but with a fire in my bones and a grace upon my heart to find the discipline and time management to fully take advantage of all this semester has to offer. If you get this far down this post, please pray for me, that I might remain conscious of my finitude and weakness, trusting alone in all my Savior has accomplished on my behalf that I might freely enjoy Him and every nuance of who He is.

Grace and peace. (oh the beauty of those words!)

This is my Church: Epiphany Fellowship


This is my church.  I love them so much.  I became an official member last week, and with seminary has come a greater sense of how big of a deal church is to God, so this was a really significant thing for me.  Oh the places God takes us!  He is so good.  This is a video with some of our members “going through” our core values.  Enjoy.  You will.

Hey Tim, thanks for the link.