Seminary: Year 1, Semester 1


These are the just the books I actually bought for my first semester of seminary.  There were many more that were “required” texts that I didn’t buy.  Seminary is a time for reading.  Lots and lots of reading.  I put this up to let all you up and coming seminarians what’s in store.  Also, I want this to be a preview for an upcoming blog post I’m working on that will be up in the next couple of days.  So, for all the nerds out there who are interested . . .

Here are the book listings for each course:

Here are all the books:

and the Scotch is just because it’s a Presbyterian Seminary . . . and it’s good.

Get yourself some Calvin


They who strive to build up firm faith in Scripture through disputation are doing things backwards . . . Since for unbelieving men religion seems to stand by opinion alone, they, in order not to believe anything foolishly or lightly, both wish and demand rational proof that  Moses and the prophets spoke divinely.  But I reply: the testimony of the Spirit is more excellent than all reason.  Some good folk are annoyed that a clear proof is not ready at hand when the impious, unpunished, murmur against God’s Word.  As if the Spirit were not called both “seal” and “guarantee” for confirming the faith of the godly; because until he illumines their minds, they ever waver among many doubts!

Therefore, Scripture bears its own authentication.  Let this point therefore stand: that those whom the Holy Spirit has inwardly taught truly rest upon Scripture, and that Scripture indeed is self-authenticated [by the Spirit].  Therefore, illumined by his power, we believe neither by our own nor by anyone else’s judgment that Scripture is from God; but above human judgment we affirm with utter certainty that it has flowed to us from the very mouth of God by the ministry of men.

Therefore we seek no proofs, no marks of genuineness upon which our judgment may lean; but we subject our judgment and wit to it as a thing far beyond any guesswork!  If God has willed this treasure of understanding to be hidden from his children [to necessitate revelation for us to know Him], it is no wonder or absurdity that the multitude of men are so ignorant and stupid!  Whenever, then, the fewness of believers disturbs us, let the converse come to mind, that only those whom it is given can comprehend the mysteries of God.

— selections from John Calvin’s Institutes of the Christian Religion, Ch. 7

The Mind of David Powlison


This is a picture I shot during my class last night.  This man is one of the most brilliant minds in Biblical Counseling, and this picture sort of captures the way his amazing mind works.  For all you CCEF or Redmption Hill folks, you can sort of make out a sun at the top center (Heat), a dead tree on the right (Thorns), the cross at the bottom, and then a living tree on the left (Fruit).  Yes, this is the mind that came up with that model we all learned so well.  Enjoy!

dpowlison

[I love this hymn right now]


Thou Lovely Source of True Delight

1. Thou lovely source of true delight
Whom I unseen adore
Unveil Thy beauties to my sight
That I might love Thee more,
Oh that I might love Thee more.

2. Thy glory o’er creation shines
But in Thy sacred Word
I read in fairer, brighter lines
My bleeding, dying Lord,
See my bleeding, dying Lord

3. ’Tis here, whene’er my comforts droop
And sin and sorrow rise
Thy love with cheering beams of hope
My fainting heart supplies,
My fainting heart’s supplied

4. But ah! Too soon the pleasing scene
Is clouded o’er with pain
My gloomy fears rise dark between
And I again complain,
Oh and I again complain

5. Jesus, my Lord, my life, my light
Oh come with blissful ray
Break radiant through the shades of night
And chase my fears away,
Won’t You chase my fears away

6. Then shall my soul with rapture trace
The wonders of Thy love
But the full glories of Thy face
Are only known above,
They are only known above

If it weren’t for God, I’d be an Atheist


Forgive how disconnected my thoughts are. I’m taking a break from all my reading for Grad school to write this and I’m really tired. Anyway, I’m really frustrated right now.

For all those still in Richmond, the United Secular Alliance (U.S.A.) of VCU (the atheist “campus ministry”) is bringing in Christopher Hitchens, one of the “Four Horsemen” of the New Atheism (as many evangelicals lovingly call them; the other three main evangelical atheists Dennett, Dawkins, and Harris), on Tuesday to debate a Christian apologist who I think they had to find after no campus ministry answered their call for a debater.

Several weeks ago, I was inspired by this news to watch some videos with this apologist, Frank Turek, and then watch a bunch of videos from Harris, Dawkins, and Hitchens online (including a fascinating discussion between Richard Dawkins and Alister McGrath at Oxford). Anyway, like I said, I’m really frustrated.

As I hope the leaders I know and love of the U.S.A. read this, I have one main take way from this post. If no one gets anything else out of this, just take this:

Christian conversion is first and fundamentally a spiritual event with intellectual implications, rather than the more outspoken model out there that it is an intellectual event with spiritual implications.

All the tenets of the Christian faith as encapsulated in what the Bible refers to as “the Gospel” are the highest of all Divine wisdom. They are. The Gospel is the highest of all possible “storylines” this world could go through. The Bible over and over again places this Gospel against human wisdom and shows the futility and hopelessness of a non-Christian, non-theistic worldview.But here’s the key: this is only truly seen from the inside.

I look at Hitchens and am reaffirmed in my belief that conversion is and must be a spiritual act initiated and accomplished by God, and not by man. Apart from God, I really would be a rational atheist. For someone not converted by God, Atheism really is the only logically consistent worldview.

“Conversion” is an act by God by which he changes the very nature of the individual so their entire perceptual framework is changed. Many Christians seem to act like every non-Christian out there is just miserable as they perpetually and willfully suppress the faith they secretly know is true; that they can’t have any healthy relationships, raise any good children, and their worldview necessitates a holocaust and wonton anarchy of bloodthirsty violence and debauchery.

This certainly is not the case, because it is not giddy emotionalism, healthy relationships, good kids, or the social benefits of any given worldview that defines its “truth”. Many Christians act like this is the case. This is the “christianity” that is often offered to the Hitchens’ of the world. The nice, perfectly packaged, logically superior worldview that makes everything better.

One need not look long at the world to see the absurdity and repulsion this profession must evoke. Christians often try to appeal to the same standard of rationalism to undergird their faith that Atheists do to form theirs. This can be helpful I suppose to a point, as long as the Christian knows that this is the standard of truth the Bible spends its entire time mocking, so none of our faith can rest in it.

Ultimately, it was not archaeology, philosophy, pragmatism, or logic that drew us to the realities of this “Christianity thing”. It was the effectual and Sovereign work of God that changed us so we then saw the evil of our hearts, the beauty of Christ, and the wisdom of this “storyline” of the Gospel.

What is this highest of all Divine wisdom, so far above human minds that it cannot be comprehended naturally but must be revealed to us? That God, being the source of all life, has a justifiable claim on those that use this gift of life, and He has so desired we use this life to be joined to the source of it and in that find our ultimate rest, joy, and peace. But humanity, seeking to find that rest, joy, and peace in lower things he can manipulate, control, and take responsibility for, left union with this source of life for lower things and in that allowed sin to weaken and corrupt every part of themselves – mind, will, and emotions.

And then, while we were the rightful repositories for the full wrath of God, He rescued us. For humanity committed these acts of treason, so humanity must be the one to pay for them. But weakened and corrupted, humanity has not the ability to do this fully and live.

So God came in the form of a human and lived the life of righteousness we were meant to live, and died the death we were supposed to die, taking the cup of God’s wrath that hung perilously over the heads of those that would be saved and pouring it fully upon Himself, suffering more than any sinner ever will in Hell, that he might bring his people to Him, to be joined once more with that source of life. And all he asks is that we would but trust that what he lived and died was adequate to do for us what we were not able to do for ourselves, and that we cannot add to it, nor take from it.

Does this answer “all the questions”? No. But no Christian becomes a Christian because all their questions are answered or because the flow of the propositional statements lined up. I don’t believe in Christianity because it makes sense; I know I have and will encounter things in life that will challenge that.

In short, I can’t not believe in God, because Christianity ultimately is self-verifying. This is so important. It’s ultimate validity and truth does not lie in history, philosophy, facts, human experience, logic, or reason. It lies in the within the Source of all Truth, God Himself. Can I use all the grounds listed above to show the superiority of the Christian worldview and the beauty of its wisdom? Yes, but that is not what converts people or changes their mind.

To the unconverted mind, this highest of all wisdom is foolishness. But this realization of the necessity of revelation should not be something that brings self-righteousness as if we Christians were able “figure out” and discern this highest of Divine Wisdom while those foolish Atheists just aren’t astute enough. No, this show of our absolute dependence on God to know anything about God should bring us to our knees in humility and praise.

That a God this good would still reveal Himself and change us when it would be absolutely just for Him to let us continue to wallow in our weakness and corruption, forever disconnected from this source of all true life, peace, and deep transcendent joy.

So, even though after my little bit of movie-watching I think Turek is going to embarrass himself and the other Christians in the room by reinforcing every bad stereotype, know that no one’s conversion depends upon Turek or anyone else, but it depends on God who can stop the mouth of Hitchens or Turek at any moment He pleases and change the hearts of anyone in that room to see the wonders and beauty of His Glorious, Wise, and Beautiful Self.

I pray He might.

Biblical Psychopathology Redux


I have a RSS feed set up where my blog posts here shows up on my facebook account as a Note.  Well, this time around, my post found here caused a little bit of discussion.  I decided to put it up for the whole blogosphere to enjoy.  So . .  enjoy.

this is almost too smart for me to understand. you learned that much that quick? soon, we won’t even be speaking the same language.

If I don’t let kids eating ice cream into pools, the deaths from drowning will not change significantly. If I give an SSRI to people who constantly battle depressive thoughts, a significant number of them will improve. This will not show causality of course, but it definitely indicates a very close connection between what the SSRI does and how we feel. There are other methods as well for determining how certain chemicals affect our body which you know.

While I agree generally agree with you, I think it takes a limited understanding of sin. As you would agree, sin has corrupted not only our souls, but our bodies and all of creation. Just as someone may be born with clubbed feet, someone also may be born with chemical imbalance. While God can heal both of them, to suggest Christian counseling against mental cases would necessitate the same Christian counseling against those with external or more obvious physical maladies. I am not prepared to tell a person with clubbed feet, or with Crohn’s disease, or with cancer that they need to repent as part of the curing process. Jesus definitely makes no promise to us about healing and as Mark Driscoll said in a sermon I listened to today: If you think Christians should not be sick, then you don’t want to be like Jesus. If you think Christians should not have anxiety, then you don’t want to be like Jesus. If you think Christians should not be poor, then you don’t want to be like Jesus.


I couldn’t agree with you more. The human tendency to chop problems up into little pieces that seemingly do not affect each other has caused more harm than good.

Now what I would like to see, is some human physicians acting in concord with the Great Physician, being vessels of *His* cure, the helping hands of God outstretched to those who are afflicted, using all of the reason that God has given them in a balanced measure along with their faith.

If anyone has the tenacity and “brainheadedness” to pull this off. It would be you. I’m looking forward to seeing great things done through you!


Paul, I think you make some very acute observations here. However, I do not understand how the verse you are using in Luke relates to psychopathology. I am not trying to comparmentalize Luke 6, but when Scripture speaks of the “heart” it is not addressing anything inherently psychological or cognitive. The heart is most often a reference to one’s “spirit,”, intrinsically different from that of the “psyche,” or mind. Galatians 5, in further unfolding Luke 6, addresses “the fruit of the Spirit” and “the works of the sinful nature”–both of which are spiritual in nature and are to be spiritually discerned with the help of the Holy Spirit. The tree is indeed known by its fruit, but if you look unyieldingly & singularly at the cognitive/psychopathological dysfunctions in order to assess a person’s overall condition, I would suggest that you are, so to speak,”barking up the wrong tree.”

I am not trying to disagree with you… just make a suggestion.

My Response:
wow. how to respond to so much in such a little space. sorry for the delay in response, by the way.

First, i need to make it clear, this post was never intended to be a comprehensive reflection of my views of psychopathology in their entirety. On a whole, my views are much more nuanced and full of exceptions and considerations than what this post contains. Also, I find it interesting that every disagreement someone has brought up was already mentioned in my “possible misconceptions” section. I fear I didn’t communicate myself well enough. I’m sorry.

Andrew: the more research is done, the more inadequate the whole post-enlightenment biological model of mental disorders is found to be. You say to give SSRI’s to depressed people and the will “improve.” How does the Christian define “improve”? Are they freed from many of the effects of Depression? Amazingly, yes! But is that the end of the battle? Is there perhaps an additional component that led this person with these chemical imbalances to depression that did not lead another person with the SAME chemical imbalances to something else – not depression? What is that component? I say it’s our nature – which is deeper than our biology. Natures which are corrupted by sin and expressed primarily through our psychologies rather than our physical properties. This addresses your deformity analogy. As I told you in class, the more proper analogy following those lines is closer to mental retardation (physical structures), not psychopathology (chemical levels). So the chemical imbalances are not a result of personal sin (most of the time), just like the genetic component of alcoholism, BUT whatever that “extra” thing is that causes it to show itself in this person at this time under these circumstances may be. I’m trying to give a theological causal framework to an already well established idea that christian counseling helps deeper issues and causes longer term change than just drugs. The same cannot be said about Crohn’s, cancer, or deformities. They belong in completely different spheres of research and discussion. Lastly, will Christians have anxiety? Yes. But even Driscoll goes on to say this is still sin and should be addressed and fought. Just because poverty, sickness, and anxiety will always exist in both Christians and Non-, doesn’t mean we stop giving, seeing doctors, and seeking counseling. Nay, we should find their roots and seek to apply the Gospel to those situations and see change towards that which is to come. Did I address everything?


Justin: thanks for reading and giving your response. first, the “heart” is described in the new testament as the seat of our mind, will, and affections. it’s referred to as “thinking,” “willing,” “deceiving,” “acting,” “desiring,” so on and so forth. it very much describes the whole psychology of the person. in my view, that IS our soul.

i say that not to disagree with you, but to give the foundation for where i completely agree with you and did not communicate myself well enough. i don’t think psychopathology defines a person or their soul. people are image bearers of God. we are defined by our Maker, not our corruptions. no one’s overall state is defined by mental well-being. people far more passionate about Christ and walk closer to Him than i ever will, have and do struggle with depression and other disorders (read Psalms).

next, the Bible differentiates between the “heart” and “the Spirit.” they both bear different kinds of fruit. the flesh and the Spirit still wage war in my soul, so in the same person, and out of the same heart (and mouth), I will express fruit of the Spirit and fruit of the sinful nature- sometimes seemingly simultaneously (Romans 7, anyone?). Oh what a wretched man indeed I am!

this post was meant to show that there’s hope for psychopathology. that the substitutionary atonement of Christ even extends to our psychology. hope that our minds are more dynamic than our bodies. that most physical renewal is to come, but spiritual renewal is ours now and it can have psychological implications and effects because the Spirit expresses itself primarily through our “hearts” (the source of all will, thoughts, and affections).

So no, Luke 6 isn’t fundamentally talking about psychopathology. It’s saying that EVERYTHING that is expressed by us comes FIRST (but not only) from within our souls. One of these things can possibly sometimes in some people be psychopathology. And for those occasions, I wrote this post. I hope this helps.








The Good Motivations of the Heart: God-merica, pt. IV


This is the last in a 4-part series. (And here’s Part 1, Part 2, and Part 3)

My exploration of motives for Christian involvement in politics began to shift when I realized that the same Paul and Peter that preached a political worldview of simply obeying the laws (in Romans 13 and 1 Peter 2, respectively) were the same Paul and Peter that when told by authorities not to preach, they refused to obey.

What’s going on? Apparently there’s some other principle at work that creates a depth, complexity, and dynamism within this issue: God and His Nature, Christ and His Glory.  More on this in the next post.

I then started looking not just for Paul’s statements about politics but also how he politically viewed himself in a political world.  Paul was a Roman citizen, the ancient equivalent of being an American citizen.  It came with the same privileges, rights, and disdain we as Americans experience today.  So when did Paul pull the “Roman Citizen” card?  In short, when it furthered his preaching of the Gospel.  He pulled the card a few times in the latter part of Acts, each time to talk to a successively higher authority in the Roman government.  Acts ends with Paul waiting in prison to talk to Caesar himself after using his citizenship to appeal his charges to the emperor.

So, as for conclusions, here’s where I’ve landed (at least for the time being).  God’s concern for the political actions of His People does not ultimately rest upon what is done.  Rather, He is concerned that His Bride act from transformed hearts that effect why they are doing, voting, advocating as they are.  Paul used the rights and privileges offered him by his nation to further enable his continuing work and service of the Gospel.  Not to create external structures that do this work for him.  So, I’m all for advocating and seeking legislation that furthers our freedom to do the work of the Church.  I think there’s an absolute Biblical precedent for seeking the support and freedom for the individual to do the work of a Christian.  Our defiance to the laws of this land begin where this freedom ends.  Where the laws and statutes in place hinder us from doing the work that Christ has called us to, that is when our defiance starts.

Jesus said that his Kingdom was not of this world, and that if it was, then his followers would fight to free Him from Pilate.  His Kingdom is a spiritual, not temporal reality, hence our weapons to usher this Kingdom are spiritual and not temporal.  Laws, states, and politics don’t do it; rather love, service, and preaching do.  This being the case, all our political maneuverings should be to free us to do those things.  We will do them regardless, mind you, but it is (or is meant to be) in the interest of the prosperity and stability of a country to support and free Christians to act like Christians – not push them or even create incentives for them to, but create the welcoming environment in which they can serve, love, preach, and suffer for the benefit of those around them with no hindrances.

So what frees us to do the service of the Gospel?  I think this is where personal leadings, preferences, discussion, and discourse come in.  Perhaps making gay marriage unconstitutional will actually ultimately hinder our work as Christians rather than facilitate it.  So what if it “made a statement”?  At what cost?  Perhaps being in favor of the war would hinder your evangelism to Muslims.  Perhaps being against the war would not free you to take advantage of the new open environment there now is for missions work in Iraq.  Perhaps (and I really stress the “perhaps” on this one) making abortion illegal would hinder our freedom to act like Christians.  I will unpack all this in my last post.  Don’t freak out over that statement.  I just want the conversation opened up and founded upon the biblical basis for our activism: putting the weight on ourselves to be the Church rather than on the country to reflect the ideals of the Church, because Christ’s Kingdom is not of this world.

I know I have overstated my case.  I have repeated myself and rephrased myself in more ways than perhaps necessary.  Some of that stems from all this being fairly fresh in my mind, and it probably comes out in my writing.  The rest of it though comes from my conviction that this worldview is essential for so many reasons.  The American Church is impotent today and has little impact on the culture it finds itself in.  Much of this comes from the recent fanaticism of Fundamentalism in light of post-modernity becoming the reigning philosophy of the day.  Fundamentalism just doesn’t work anymore.  The rest of the watching world has already filed Evangelicals away as completely out of touch and irrelevant in today’s modern world.  Historically, the Church has been a small movement that has toppled nations.  Now it is a massive creature with absolutely no impact whatsoever on the people, communities, and cultures around it.  Remove the Church in America and very little would change.

Bottom line:
Our goal in our legislation should be this: that we would so free ourselves to be and act like Christians that in doing so we serve the people, communities, cities, and nations around us to such an extent that they would suffer without us.  And it is in this that the watching world will see a Gospel that proclaims that there is a God through Whom all things were made and find their sustaining life so that this God has a just and rightful claim on the lives of His creatures.  They will then see that this God has moved upon individuals on the basis of this claim to change them radically to love those around them in a way no one else does.  And it is by seeing this that they will behold our Beautiful Christ and Savior who loves His Bride to love His world so that His world might love Him as was intended and will surely be.

I hope this helps.

The Bad Motivations of the Heart: God-merica, pt. III


This is Part 3 of a series. (And here’s Part 1, Part 2, and, Part 4)

“Damn it . . .”

That’s what I said the other night upon seeing the movie “Amazing Grace” for the first time.  As most of you probably know, the movie is about William Wilberforce’s life-long fight to end the British slave-trade, which he eventually did.

The reason curses fell from my lips after this display of passion, dedication, and commitment to what is right is because something resonated within me saying this was right; this was good; this is how Christ’s intentions were to be displayed in this world.

The only problem was that it went against every trajectory the past couple of posts of mine have set.  I realized that the direction I was going in these posts was close to some sort of moral-anarchistic libertarianism where politics were ultimately not a moral issue and political affiliations were a matter of personal preference and opinion, not moral and ethical worldview.

I now see that this view is equally as narrow-minded and incomplete as the opposing view that it attempts to counter, namely that politics is the chief means by which we assert and change the moral state and opinions of individuals and nations.  I am reminded that I am a fallen man with a fallen mind who is as prone to wander to the extremes of opinion as anyone else.  So, coming from this place of repentance and humility (hopefully), I’d like to briefly explore the heart of this issue as I now see it.

A few things got me shifting my thinking a bit on this whole politics/Christianity thing.  First, Amazing Grace.  Second, a sermon by A.W. Tozer called “The Christian’s Relation to Government,” on a passage in 1 Peter.  Third, a brief, but influential discussion on this topic with my pastor in Richmond.  And lastly, a book I’m currently reading The Victory of Reason by Rodney Stark, that shows “how Christianity led to freedom, capitalism,  and Western success”.

If you look at the world as Evangelical Fundamentalists would like to have it, it suspiciously looks like a world that lives your Christian life for you.

A world where the poor pulled themselves up by their own bootstraps so the Church wouldn’t have to deal with them; where your t-shirt, tracts, and bumper stickers did your preaching so you didn’t have to engage people where they were; where your music was all so blatantly Christian, you didn’t have to look for God’s work in and through everything else in this world; where abortion was illegal and homosexual relationships were unconstitutional so we didn’t have to actually engage so-called “sluts” and “gays”.

In this hypothetical world, we could keep us godly people close together and keep those “sinners” far away from us so we didn’t “catch it”; it’s be a world where our laws would do the preaching and our lips would do the condemning.

I’m not saying this ease of spirituality is the motive in the front of every fundamentalists’ mind.  I think people are doing exactly what they think they are supposed to do as Christians in America, because of this Gospel of comfort and self-determination preached from nearly every pulpit in America that gets significant exposure.  This births a worldview that has two primary flawed presuppositions:

(1) that conversion is fundamentally an act of the human will, so every non-Christian is just flat out refusing to do what they must know is true – love Jesus.  I mean, if it’s so obvious to us, how could they possibly not know?

(2) that the Gospel makes life “easier” in some sort of way, be it financially, cognitively, circumstantially, and/or emotionally.  This leads to the assumption that those who don’t ascribe to it must be absolutely miserable with completely dysfunctional relationships, families, and lives.

These two ideas firmly in place lead to the general idea that if we can create an environment that caters to Christians and encumbers non-Christians, then they’ll see how much better it is on our side and convert.  Then everyone will be happy.

Now, once again, I don’t think this is consciously the idea, just the functional ethos underlying much of what is done. However (to put it gently) this is all unbiblical, destructive, unloving, and tantamount to blasphemy against the nature and intention of God.

I mean every word of that, but (here’s where my recent research and thinking has changed my tone), what is so bad about that prevailing worldview unpacked is the heart behind what is done, not necessarily how that’s actually worked out.

What this means is that if you have two people doing the same sort of advocacy for the same political issue, one could be in sin and the other not.  Where the difference would be is in the motives of the heart.

My contention is that much – most, perhaps – of the motivations underlying the political involvement of American Evangelical Fundamentalists is unbiblical.  It is trying to make the nation we’re in reflect “Christian” ideals so as to ease the burden off Christians to act for those ideals in spite of the government.

“Christian” was never intended to become an adjective.  It was only ever supposed to be a noun to describe people – not music, shirts, bookstores, or nations.

These are the wrong motives underlying much of what is going on. In my next post, I’ll tell you what I think is the underlying Biblical principle for proper political involvement by Christians.  Leave comments freely.

The Matters of the World: God-merica, pt. II


This is Part 2 of a series. (And here’s Part 1, and Part3a, Part3b)

Today I want to give some filters (biblical ones hopefully) by which we look at the issues of our country and world. First, I want to offer two basic foundational principles.

Foundation 1: Worldviews and actions stem from beliefs, and non-Christians don’t believe the same things as Christians.  This seems obvious, but it’s very important. 

This means that we should not expect non-Christians to act like Christians.  I’ll take it further: we shouldn’t try and force them to act like Christians if they’re not. Christianity is a heart business, not a legalistic one. Forcing everybody in this nation to act, teach, speak, spend, and live like Christians does not make them Christians, nor this nation into a “Christian” nation. In fact, it makes us a nation of Pharisees trying to make a natural, temporal  kingdom out of a spiritual, eternal one.

Foundation 2: This nation is now post-Christian, and it’s the best thing to ever happen to the American church. 

For the first time in our history, the basic predominating culture in America is not a Christian one. And this is good news. In American Church history we see the degradation of theology and doctrine happen when politics and religion are fused.

Orthodoxy took a back seat to membership and “conversion” numbers after everyone started assuming we thought the same. And this was primarily expressed through the political rhetoric of the of the day. American Evangelicals became “arminian pre-millennial cecessionist dispensationalists”. If you don’t know what those words mean, don’t worry.  Just know these are all theological views that parallel American political and cultural views in the 18th and 19th centuries.

These ideas include self-rule and autonomy from a higher authority (arminianism), rational anti-supernaturalism (cessesionism), immediate gratification/escapism (rapture theology), encouragement of the creation of short-term earthly “self-kingdoms” (pre-millenialism), and the idea that higher authorities should change and respond to the actions of the people, not vice-versa (dispensationalism).

So what does all this mean? 

America is secular and secularists are not supposed to act like Christians. It means that our fight is not with flesh and blood, letter and law. So so many of the culture war touch-points (everything from abortion to prayer in schools to education) are entirely missing the point. Neither Culture nor politics can be “redeemed” or “Christainized”, and we’re not called to try.  The people within a culture are our goal.

No servant is greater than their master.  We are meant to live here as Christ did.  We are to serve and submit to them, putting aside our rightful authority as heirs to all things while sacrificing ourselves for God’s Glory and their good.

We are called to be ambassadors.  What ambassador goes into the nation he’s called to serve and demand it be changed to look like his?

No, beloved.  We are called to declare the inferiority of the world that is and proclaim the supremacy of a Kingdom to come, while pleading with its inhabitants to swear allegiance and affection for the coming King.  The King who came and willingly submitted and died under the godless laws of the people he was trying to save, more interested in the affections of their heart than the politics of their people.

I’ll end with this famous passage from Romans 13.  Remember, Paul is writing this about Rome, the country that was everything Evangelicals are terrified about this country becoming.  Try to grasp the feel of this as Paul writes it and see if it matches the vehemence and pride with which the Evangelical culture addresses these issues.  I hope you see it doesn’t.

“Let every person be subject to the governing authorities.  For there is no authority except from God, and those that exist have been instituted by God.  Therefore whoever resists the authorities resists what God has appointed, and those who resist will incur judgment.  For rulers are not a terror to good conduct, but to bad. Would you have no fear of the one who is in authority?  Then do what is good, and you will receive his approval, for he is God’s servant for your good.  But if you do wrong, be afraid, for he does not bear the sword in vain.  For he is the servant of God, an avenger who carries out God’s wrath on the wrongdoer.  Therefore one must be in subjection, not only to avoid God’s wrath but also for the sake of conscience.  For the same reason you also pay taxes, for the authorities are ministers of God, attending to this very thing.  Pay to all what is owed to them: taxes to whom taxes are owed, revenue to whom revenue is owed, respect to whom respect is owed, honor to whom honor is owed.  Owe no one anything, except to love each other, for the one who loves another has fulfilled the law.” (Rom. 13:1-8)

Next post: let’s really look at why some American Evangelicals care so much about this stuff.

“Do I?” (a poem)


[Audio for “Do I?” from upcoming book of poetry “Of Clefts and Gardens”]

Just because I’m joined to One above
does this mean I am in want of desire for
one below,
one beneath,
one under?

Do I not dream the same as you?
A joyful consummation at the end of the day
of rising and falling
rising and falling?

Of breaths and sighs
of whimpers and cries
and half taken breaths whispered in my ear
under the weight of knowing

knowing
that which was good before we Fell,
before we fell away from Him-
fell away from one another.

Let me fall back into Him, into you:
fall for you as I rise into Thy love
and thine
and mine.

Restored –
a picture thereof as my soul is known
and I know this union once more.

So can I want?  Can I dream?
Can I read the words of wisdom old
and long for your fingers to drip with myrrh
as I reach into your garden latch

and seek the rose I long to taste?

May I?

Blog-post to a Christian Nation: God-merica, pt. I


This is the first in a 4-part series. (And here’s Part 2, Part 3, Part 4)

I’m scared I’m going to make a lot of people mad with these.

Everyone who knows me knows I’ve been in this re-evaluative angst recently concerning the place of Christianity in the public sphere.  It happens every four years.  I go crazy for a bit going to various extremes only to get burnt out on politics in general and put it down for another 42 months or so.  I just recently moved to Philadelphia and of course, it being around the 4th of July, the place is going nuts with uber-patriotism.  Everyone and their dog (all joking aside) are decked out in their reds, whites, and blues.  Skyscrapers are graced with like-colored lights strobing across their faces and re-enactors fill the sidewalks dressed in felt imitations of 18th century garb.

Another strange thing happens every election year: the American Evangelical Religious Right machine awakens from its slumber and begins to mobilize, proselytize, and evangelize the world with God’s politics, scientific theorems, and social views as they see them.  They speak and perpetuate ideas as if they are God’s laws and create a stigma to all those that fall out of those bounds.  They have created a new Orthodoxy based and founded upon ignorance, pragmatics, extremity, and commercialism and are not afraid to brand as heretics (or worse yet, “liberals”) those thoughtful Christians that seek other possible views.

We have the Scots to thank for this by the way.  And the Second Great Awakening.  The ideals of the Scottish Enlightenment (pragmatism and the innate inalienable rights of all men but blacks) so influential on our founding fathers and the motivational power of emotionally-driven decision-based religiosity led to this whole “God-merica” thing, so you then found patriotic documents using religious language and religious documents using patriotic language.  It’s really very strange if you think about it.  Biblically speaking, when God had the chance to declare his own socio-political structure for Israel, He established the Church authority and Civic authority as SEPARATE spheres between which there was little overlap.  The religious leaders were not supposed to be the civic leaders and vice versa.  God was the real founder of the idea of separation of church and state.  Politics were never meant to be a religious issue!  Theological?  Yes.  Bit not religious.  I’ll explain in a later post.  Probably Part 3.

So what does it mean to be Christian in a political world?  Would Paul include “God Bless Rome,” and “My Empire ‘Tis of Thee” in the hymnal of his day?  Would Jesus put a yellow “Support Our Troops” ribbon-magnet-that-ruins-the-paint-job-of-your-car thing on his vehicle? (by the way: really, a ribbon magnet?  why don’t you either wear a ribbon or use a magnet?).

I want to invite people into my wrestlings right now so they can use these thoughts to form their own ideas.  The outline for these posts will be: (1) what Evangelicals want to change/keep the same; (2) why they want these things these ways; and (3) how they go about changing them.  I want to talk about how we see each of these these worked out in both modern America and the Bible.

First off, some introduction: first century Rome was everything that Evangelicals (both conservative and liberal) are so scared of America becoming.  (Starting with the conservative fears,) Entertainment was based on the ready availability of sex in the streets and the gratuitous violence of the coliseum.  Homosexuality was absolutely tolerated and actually encouraged in some philosophical circles as a higher or more beautiful form of sexuality.  The devalued human life to such a degree that various classes or types of people were seen as disposable based on convenience.  (Now to the liberals: ) Rome was a power hungry Empire seemingly unaware of the ramifications of its own actions, or just not caring.  Fear and power were their primary agents of political influence, both domestic and abroad.  The socioeconomic class disparities were large enough to fill the streets with poverty.

Though this was the case, you don’t see ANY New Testament writers bemoan the ills of society and tell Christians to try and change it NOR redeem it!  Really, think about it.  Can you remember any passage saying anything but pay your taxes (giving to Caesar), live peacefully with authorities that are around you, and obey the laws.  Think about what this means for religious political activism in the public sphere.  What does this really mean for us?

Next post: Going through the things that get Evangelicals so mad at politicians and explaining why they shouldn’t.  Things like homosexuality, entertainment, taxes, war, evolution, prayer in public schools, and even abortion.

Sex (Of Clefts and Gardens)


Yes, that title was mainly to catch your eye and get you reading, though it isn’t completely off topic.  I’ve been criticized recently for this blog becoming too theological and not really very personal as it used to be, so the past few posts have been my attempt at getting back to that.  Don’t worry, there’s more theology to come, I’m just taking a breather.  Anyway, as many people know, I’ve spent the past six months or so writing an album entitled “So Tearful Apologies.”  Recently I “finished” it (as any musician knows, are you ever really “finished” with your music?).  Technically, it’s not completely done, but it’s done enough for me to feel free to work on my next project, which I wanted to write this post about.

So, I’ve been on a concept album kick.  That’s where you write an album with a unified theme or story as opposed to the typical random assortment of songs.  My next project is about sex.  The working title for it is “Of Clefts and Gardens.”  Using Song of Solomon as one of my inspirations, I was wondering if a Christian in 21st century Evangelical America could write and sing art that is explicitly sexual, but both God-glorfying and beautiful.  As I’ve jokingly said, my goal is to write stuff that is completely God-glorifying but that no Christian bookstore would carry.

With this project, I want to try something different.  I’m writing it as a book of poetry and also recording performances of that poetry and writing music to go along with it in a CD.  Some will be songs, some will just have background music for the poems, but I really want to try and publish this.  I have a lot of poetry already.  I might as well start trying to get it out there.  A little bit about the book/album:

I really do want to explore sexuality in all it’s different facets in this project.  It will be broken up into four sections, each dealing with a certain part of sexuality:
(1) Purpose: exploring the symbolism and design of sexuality
(2) Passion: looking into that drive that makes us sexual
(3) Perversion: exploring the sexual brokenness in this fallen world
(4) Purity: a celebration of sex in its purest and most God-glorifying forms.

As a treat to those who made it through this whole post and apparently care, I’ve included the audio to the first track/poem from the album/book.  It’s called “Do I?” and it sets the tone for the project, asking if I, as a Christian, have as much a right to talk about these things as secular minds do (as a contrast, the last track/poem will be called “I Do” and it will be a celebration of marriage).  Feel free to leave comments, criticisms, ideas for poems/songs, or witty insults.  Here’s the poem/track.  Just click on the title for the audio:

“Do I?” from “Of Clefts and Gardens”

Just because I’m joined to One above
does this mean I am in want of desire for
one below,
one beneath,
one under?

Do I not dream the same as you?
A joyful consummation at the end of the day
of rising and falling
rising and falling?

Of breaths and sighs
of whimpers and cries
and half taken breaths whispered in my ear
under the weight of knowing

knowing
that which was good before we Fell,
before we fell away from Him-
fell away from one another.

Let me fall back into Him, into you:
fall for you as I rise into Thy love
and thine
and mine.

Restored –
a picture thereof as my soul is known
and I know this union once more.

So can I want?  Can I dream?
Can I read the words of wisdom old
and long for your fingers to drip with myrrh
as I reach into your garden latch

and seek the rose I long to taste?

May I?

Final Monologue for Acting Class


This is my “final exam” for my acting class I took this past spring.  I performed the death scene of Cyrano DeBergerac in the play by the same name.  He starts hallucinating all the flaws within him as real people and tries to fight them.  These flaws are what have kept him from being happy his entire life, and it is only now, as he’s dying, that he realizes this.  Thanks to film student/future director Dylan Goodwin for filming all our monologues.  Also thank you to my beard for making a cameo shortly before I left it.

For those reading this imported on facebook, you’ll have click on the “view original post” link at the bottom of this note to see the video.

Mark Nicks of Cool Hand Luke


Anyone that knows me well knows that my favorite band is Cool Hand Luke.  They have had this title since about my sophomore year of high school and it seems that their musical stylings have matured along with my musical tastes, leading me to love them all the more through the years.  Anyway, I saw them play a show in Newport News last night and it was absolutely incredible.  Mark Nicks, the lead singer/songwriter of the band stopped before the last song to talk for a bit and ended up preaching this seventeen minute-long sermonette that touches on everything from politics to current church trends.  Usually, bands talking for a while can get annoying, but this was awesome.  He’s so humble in what he says and so right at the same time.  So, I decided to post this up for everyone else to hear as well.

Click here for Mark’s “Sermon”

_

The Sweet Taste of Sovereign Suffering, III, (Part 5b)


It having been a while since I posted on this, a refresher for some may be in order. About a year and a half ago, I listened to a sermon called “Why Does God Allow Suffering?” by John Slye of Grace Community Church in Arlington, VA. The content of the message shocked me in many ways and I have slowly spent the past year and a half responding point by point to his 7-point message. I do hope to take this content and actually put it into book form some time in the future. Anyway, point 4 was the point of Slye’s that frustrated me the most, so it has been separated in to three parts. Part 5a was about God’s Sovereignty and Present Authority over Sin, this one’s about Satan, the last one will be about God’ Sovereignty in Salvation.

Once more: Slye’s point and his scriptural support:
4. God is not on the throne.

  • “…Satan, the ruler of this world…” –John 12:31(Msg)
  • “Then the devil led Jesus to the top of a very high mountain and showed him all the kingdoms of the world and all their splendor. The devil said, ‘If you will bow down and worship me, I will give you all these things.’” –Matt. 4:8,9(NCV)
  • “The devil who rules this world…” –2 Cor. 4:4(NCV)
  • “…the world around us is under the power and control of the evil one.” –1 John 5:19(NLT)

God’s Sovereignty and Present Authority over Satan

I hope this part doesn’t get too long. The origin of Satan is never explicitly spoken of in the Bible. Most of our understanding’s come from Milton’s Paradise Lost rather than the Bible. Classically, there are two texts used to try and give Satan a story. Ezekiel 28, which is a prophecy against both the “Prince” and the “King” of the country of Tyre. The passage in question is referring to Tyre’s “King,” so the text could be a poetic expression of Satan as the “true King of Tyre” or the real power behind the “Prince.” We don’t know explicitly, but Post-Milton, it’s been generally accepted as talking about Satan. The second passage is in the middle of Isaiah 14. There’s some disagreement among scholarship as to where the passage in question begins and ends, because it is in the middle of a prophecy against Babylon, where the subject is referred to in the plural, so right when you think it’s talking about Satan it refers to “their fathers.” Long story short, it’s ambiguous. The Bible obviously doesn’t think it is a great necessity to give us Satan’s origins. So we aren’t given very much concerning Satan in the Bible, but here is what we do know that reasserts Christ’s rule and reign over all created things including him:

  • Satan is created along with Hell and his demons. Jesus, upon His ascension declares that ALL authority in heaven and earth is His, not Satan’s (Matthew 28:18-20)
  • Satan is merely another angel. The Bible declares that believers will judge over angels. (1 Corinthians 6:3)
  • Jesus came (past-tense) to earth to destroy the works of the devil (Hebrews 2:14).
  • Whenever the BIble talks about any one fighting with the devil (be it verbal or physical), it’s always angels, not God or Jesus that are described as doing so. Including the end of time. God’s ultimate “enemy” is destroyed not by God Himself, but by God’s angels (Jude 1:9; Revelation 20:1-3)
  • Genesis 3:14-16 is what theologians call the “protoevangel.” It is the first preaching of the Gospel found in the Bible. And to whom is the Gospel preached first? Satan!
  • In Job, God orders Satan around and asks questions of him. In fact, putting Job through all those things was God’s idea! He mentioned Job’s name first (Job 1:7-8). In fact after it is explicitly said Satan does specific things to Job, Job turns around and attributes these things to God. The very next verse says: “In all this, Job did not sin or charge God with wrong.” (Job 1:20-22)
  • Satan could not touch Job nor Peter without asking God (and Christ’s) permission first. (Luke 22:31)
  • The Spirit drew Jesus into the desert for temptation, Satan didn’t relentlessly pursue some showdown. Also, this time of tempting was necessary to bring establish Christ as the “Second Adam” who resisted temptation where Adam fell. So that time was preordained, planned, and executed by God, not Satan. (Mark 1:12-13, et al.)

So, this is all good and fine, but how do we resolve the very real sense of authority that the Bible seems to give Satan. I would say that Satan’s legacy is still seen in the fallen state of man and creation. But we see many examples in every day life of someone who has real authority over a given sphere, but is still answerable to one higher than themselves. Revelation 1:4-5 calls Jesus the “ruler of Kings on earth.” Another well-known name for Jesus is “King of kings.” This does not mean that there aren’t very real rulers and authority in the world, it just says that any authority they have is at the will and discretion of Christ to bring about His purposes! So does Satan have power, rule, and authority? Absolutely! But he’s on a very short leash only doing that which God allows him to do.

I’ll end with this: Does this make God responsible for what Satan does? Ehh . . . yes and no. Everything in the universe (God included) acts in accordance to their nature (Matthew 7:16-20; James 3:12). Satan is no different. His nature being corrupt and standing against all that God is and loves, Satan will only act in line with this. Thus God merely allows Satan to do what he is already inclined to do when evil or suffering enters this world. So God doesn’t make Satan be evil, BUT He does allow it for greater, better purposes that will always ultimately lead to the Glory of God and the joy of His elect.
Next, we will explore God’s sovereignty and present authority in the salvation of human souls, then move off of this point of Slye’s message.